Thoughts From My Heart and Soul

they say that these 'disasters' that Nibiru cause are things like Pole Shifts, etc...

They also say that the Planet X/Nibiru has an orbit that comes in close proximity with our solar system every three thousand years. The Bible tales of the Annunaki and the Great Flood are mystical ways of explaining the last time that a Pole Shift occured, at a time when 'fallen angels' (Annunaki) had fallen to earth and reproduced with humans, creating another root race.

My belief is that the Bible doesn't clarify the "Great Flood" as a Pole Shift, because the Bible is a complete ruse and just a scripted playbook on strategies the Illuminati/Babylon/International NWO system have, especially scriptures like Revelations. Deuteronomy and such are conniving propaganda like any commercial you see on TV, negatively distorted ideologies mixed with fundamental positive truths.

I tend to air on the side of wanting to believe that the Mayans had some spiritual understanding of how the world will change in 2012, not that it's the "End of the World Apocalypse" like the system wants to make us think, but a time of renewal and change (due to the influence of Pluto). If renewal and change mean billions and billions of humans and animals dying from the chaos of a pole shift, and the redirection of earths future- so be it. Maybe thats why America had the Museum in Iraq completely destroyed, which was full of mayan artifacts and still uncracked language and wisdom

I think the Babylon system has much to gain from keeping secret the arcane wisdom of people from times less dumbed down than we are now, thousands and thousands of years after mind control efforts had originally been bombarded on the collective human consciousness for nefarious purposes.

They say that the inhabitants of Atlantis used humankind's ability to channel infinite consciousness and possibility, as a source of energy- imagine that- everone has their own source of energy, just like Luke Skywalker in Star Wars. Now, every source of energy comes from fascist external powers which feed billions propaganda that makes them instinctually look outwards for healing and renewal (vacations to Vegas, sex, tv, media,) of which are controlled by unforgiving tyrants and blood thirsty warlords who have every intention of continuing to monopolize our rights, liberties and privacy while their payed off propaganda media heads continue to lie to the masses about what is going on internationally. From Atlanteans (and others) realizing how to shape reality with the 'mind', to todays day where to have the luxury of transportation, food, clothing, shelter, etc, we MUST pay into a fascist system that is using our money and resources to create a world dictatorship, which is exactly what Bush Sr. talked about in his speeches as president. put the shit together people, please!

Of course, thats the sad thing; science and technology KNOW the deepest secrets of our reality, but give it to us as fiction and fantasy. Ideologies like Luke Skywalker moving things with the power of his 'mind' are absolutely true facts, and things that we all have the absolute capability to perform, if believed. The infinite possibility of a dream is attainable in the waking state and I believe that the great movie "Waking Life" touched well on that topic. Dream Is Destiny, and the boys dream was that he could fly... he spent the entire movie believing and doubting, believing and doubting- until in the end, when he floats away- a true believer in his own power of creation, realizing there is no difference between dream and waking state, as far as what is possible....

It reminds me of kung fu movies where the fighters are all versed in deep meditation and different levels of consciousness and universal wisdom, and that is the validation behind their ability to fly, and perform magic. Like the new movie "Forbidden Kingdom", which is a prime example of the system putting reality, and WHAT SHOULD BE BEING TAUGHT IN SCHOOL ON A MASS SCALE, in movies as fantasy fun, instead of ESSENTIAL KNOWLEDGE. A young boy addicted to kung fu movies is transported into a virtual kung fu movie script wherein he has to work up the courage to learn kung fu to save humanity at large. The concept of believing in yourself and using visualization are not new, but getting the fact straight that we are able to shape anything in the phsyical world, with the infinite power of the mind. ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE, and that's not a Tony Little scam!!!!!........

I watched Spike TV for the first time in ages and saw a new show out now- 1000 Ways To Die. Once we realize that no matter how righteous we think we are, these shows are PURPOSEFULLY created with negative leaning, distorted values, and are in every way imaginable, distorting the entire culture and direction of the human race. i know this for sure, but if you dont want to believe me and my soul, you can wait and see how much further we regress towards chaos. It has nothing to do with governments loosing control of the safety, it has everything to do with the governments desire to ELIMINATE SAFETY, PRIVACY AND FREEDOM.

If you can watch commercials and not realize the ABSOLUTE CONTEMPT involved in creating the siren call that will lure you into buy, I am amazed. Am I sounding too far fetched? if you realize that capitalism is not just a concept in practice, but a religion that the International Conspiracy is using to gain the power they need to rule though force- and you realize that the human soul and psyche are minutely examined so as to extract the best way to sell as much as possible, regardless of effects on society (we all know that for a capitalist/share holder, the bottom line is always more important than human life)

We see in the documentary The Corporation that children are studied and strategies to intensely tempt them to need and become addicted to their products not only happens, but is shamelessly admitted. People are going to need to realize soon that the deep desire by a real capitalist with power, is not money, money, money- it is hegemony over human freedom and sovereignty. Not saying that all rich people are such a way, but the richest people in the world are part of a thousands of year old conspiracy that at this juncture in time, has delved into just about every country in the world. As the CIA, U.N, etc keep countries on their knees through sabotage, sanctions, war, subversion etc, the system zombifies the free ones that actually have the means to stop this fascist control grab and poisons them to extinction.

There is a two day series on TV titled the Andromeda Strain. It's plot loosely revolves around the ideology of a worldwide extinction of humankind. How many movies these days are bombarding us with these ideologies? what will YOU DO when you realize they had been distorting your mind for decades, with them actually SHOWING YOU THEIR PLANS right to your face, but serving it up as fiction for your amusement.

The movie The Matrix gives us the MOST IMPORTANT LESSONS OF ALL- and makes it out as fictional material. You may want to laugh at my beliefs here, and you are fully obliged to do what makes you feel right in this existence, but the reality, as I said with Star Wars and, 'the Force', is that if people meditate and clear their mind of the constant bombardment of negativity provided by babylon, they can achieve these things. start small like Neo did, say, with a spoon to bend..... work your way up to flying.

"The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this very room. You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work, when you go to church, when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth. 
-Morpheus in The Matrix'

"The Matrix is a system, Neo, and that system is our enemy. When you are inside, you look around, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters, the very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are part of that system and that makes them our enemies. You have to understand most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many are so hopelessly dependent on the system that they will fight to protect it. 
Morpheus in The Matrix'

WE NEED TO BEGIN TO REALIZE THESE TRUTHS AND TAKE THEM AS MORE THAN FICTION FROM A MOVIE!!!!

I guarantee you that once you realize just how much real wisdom has been paraded by a nefarious system as fictional fantasy, you will wake up to the deeper levels of consciousness and existence. Without the constant indoctrination of the Matrix, we would realize that everything is everthing. Breaking down life to the fact that the difference between myself and a coffee table is a slight slide in the frequency of electro-magnetic energy as it makes chemical reactions that we assimilate into this solid 'world', that has for the most part been indoctrinated into us, is a wonderful way of freeing yourself from the indoctrinated need to look good for others with Proactive Solution zit creams, body fat zappers and plastic abominations and silicone nightmares. It takes a sharp intuition to sense the contempt in womens beauty and mens culture advertising that strives to make us self conscious and addicted to material appearance, as opposed to spiritual connection and oneness. It makes people forget the ancient knowledge and wisdom that if you feel good, you look good. You may not look good to everybody, but that's reasonable for a monogamous leaning species, and you will for sure look good to one who has chemistry with you. Thats why we see skinny blond bombshells, hittin it off with obese, hairy dudes- contrary to the implied propaganda of the media system. Yet they throw in actors flashing profusely giant smiles, and run soft voices over them stating that you will look and feel better by buying their 'product'. Many fall trap to the pressure that this distortion propaganda machine grips society with, and are forever depressed due to small blemishes and self delusional imperfections, while others let their gut hang out, don't give a shit and become legends.


To break out of the egg and be truly born is to realize that;
if we mute out the entire Babylon indoctrination/propaganda system of lies and implied demoralization, we can listen better to our INTUITION/inner voice. How many alpha assholes are shamed into not listening to that voice, and end up becoming reptilian clones (meaning they use the most primitive part of the human brain, the reptilian complex (R-Complex).

Look at schools and 'education'. In a time when Governments lie and say they don't have enough money to keep pools open regularly, an infinite supply of money is whisked off to fight illegal and immoral wars overseas, all for the benefit of the International Babylon Conspiracy. http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20080325/artillery_shells_080325/20080325/?hub=Canada

Art and cultural programs are cut back and shut down, and more money is loaded onto the left brain prisoners cart. Left brain prisoners are good people and have worthful jobs, but when a society of people are ALL cloned into being left brain prisoners, for the most part, and as a foundational archetype, they are ruled by logic and rules and not by infinite possibility and the connection with Oneness. Right brainers are artists, cultural enigmas, leaders of movements (not businesses) and would be the first to figure out how the mystical teachings of Jesus translated into the reality behind themselves being able to use their mind for the power of healing another.

A conveyer belt assembly line of 'educated' left brain workers would only serve to create a work force of left brain work positions, as we see with todays biggest corporations; weapon technology, science, and technology at large. We see that art and spiritual teachings are all but void and still vanishing, and we could have future generations of humankind that slowly loose their memory and realization of true spiritual abilities, as this insidious system of destruction *tries to* slowly extract the ability to tap into our inner oneness, which helps us eliminate the effects of fear, conflict and confusion. The system tries to make us forget important things by bamboozling the mainstream with clown-useless stories, and instigated stories that are used to take attention from issues like how Bush Jr. has signed into law his exemption from being tried for war crimes, RETROACTIVELY. [I wonder why...........]
http://www.boston.com/news/nation/articles/2006/08/10/white_house_proposes_retroactive_war_crimes_protection/

These criminals remain to plunder lands of their sovereignty and citizen freedom, towards a desired global state of union's amalgamated with fascist doctrine and serfdom of all human life to corporate rule, and they have duped too many people into looking towards the outer manifested, physical solid 'world' centered ego instead of the true reality of everything, located in our every DNA strand as infinite love and possibility (as an expression only- think of what that means on a deeper level). I could say that our every DNA strand, which is found in the trillions and trillions, and makes our body have it's physical and soulful attributes, are equipped with a transmitter that picks up outside 'chatter'. Electro-magnetic energy of natural and man made design are constantly reaching the transmitter antenna in our DNA and affecting our reality. If we learn to bolster the power of thought, which is an electro-magnetic reaction in itself, we are in control of the waking state of the implied physical world, but if we are running on auto-pilot and unaware of life's true nature of reality, we are plugged into the Matrix (media, tradition, history, evolution ideologies, time and space, physics, etc) that creates the world not as our soul would have seen fit in a positively inspired culture of people, but as the oppressor and conspirator sees fit.

It is hard to spot the world that the Babylon system has created, especially when living in it an entire life. A mother walking her baby in a park, families uniting for sports and vacations, university and college students in solidarity over issues, love and happiness through shared experience, etc- all are happening, and we do create a beautiful world out of what Babylon has given us (matrix construct), but I fear for those who do not want to even research these situations I speak on, as I want to see all people be able to shed the fear and stress and disease that is manufactured and pumped into our society, and fed on by the root of the negative paradigm, not satan with a red tail, but other entities of different frequencies that have preyed on the fragility of the human mind, and what it has become. Call them reptilian, when seen in a physical state, but only call them that after you have admitted (maybe after a google search or two) that the core root of your brain is of reptilian archetype. the same as your pet lizard....... Maybe it sounds like a Marvel comic extravaganza that I'm tripping on, but I assure you it is much more than that, considering that we as humans have been dumbed down to forget our inner world which is the only one that truly exists, and can only 'see' 0.005% of what is considered 'matter'!! [electro-magnetic vibration causing energy wave patterns].
We have been slowly taught to grovel at the trough set for us by controlling oligarchies, and to forget the most important part of our entire essence- the connectedness of everything, and the ILLUSION of fear, separation, hate, etc, though divide and rule of land, and mind.
We are all connected in a very special way, but with 24-7 duties to uphold, it's hard to relate on a level that I have now become aware exists, through this research and intuitional thought. Ever wonder what Monks do all day? Would you find it odd if i stated my opinion that monks see more of the world than people like David Rockefeller and Jay-Z?


We are not humans on a spiritual journey. We are spiritual beings on a human journey. 
Stephen Covey

“The intuitive mind is a sacred gift
and the rational mind is a faithful servant.
We have created a society that honours the servant
and has forgotten the gift.”
-- Albert Einstein

“A human being is part of a whole, called by us the 'Universe',
a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his
thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest-
a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion
is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal
desires and to affection for a few persons nearest us. Our task
must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our
circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the
whole of nature in its beauty.”
~Albert Einstein




We are told the essential truths by our wise leaders, yet through 24-7 bombardment of work duties and propaganda stuffed into our consciousness, along with the weight of tradition and expectations, we tend to be overrun with our doubts, keeping us from higher levels. Shows like Married With Children, Family Guy, Simpsons,- all shows I watched a million episodes of, and am not advising not to watch for fear of immediate brain washing, but to say that purposeful implied negative content is not used to distort our perceptions in these shows is ludicrous. People say that entertainment is just entertainment, granted some is. Unfortunately, the most of all entertainment in form of movies, music, games, news and such are forms of mind control, persuasion and perversion. We wonder why society is in a downwards spiral and every song screams about the end of the world, and we don't realize that the movies and the fake news PRECEDED the deterioration to lower levels. We are on a massive, calculated path that is not stopping until hegemony over life and free will is achieved, or it is overthrown by the free will of the people. We must start to be able to read between the lines!!


Fear mongering global terror is used to validate using excessive money to annihilate undesirables and gain more power over the privacy of citizens. The surveillance, military, police, private investigator, etc, fields are PUMPED with money, all in the name of securing the freedom of the citizen, who is the true representative of government, and therefore calls the shots (to dream..), but at the same time, with the money they are getting off of citizens tax money, they are using to create systems of control key to bringing about a change towards fascist hegemony and dictatorial empire that is touted as "Globalization". it fears me that many 'entrepreneurs' and the like are all for a Globalized world, and for the lies they are told about it's benefits, i don't blame them- but i do urge people to start lloking at what is RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES. Blah, blah, blah, some people like to say about what I speak on.... If you are the type who can't stand to get down to serious business and everything always has to be light and fluffy, you make me sick, and I can see right through you. I see that you are trying to run away from the ideologies out of fear, and that fear has been instilled into you by a system you don't even believe exists. Everyday many of us watch the mainstream news, and every now and again we are victimized by the purposeful fear mongering that the big time news is designed to instill. Don't try to tell me that the business is to big to have such a unified command of rules, because Rupert Murdoch owns the absolute majority of all media in America and it is HIM that decides the future of mainstream media as it is viewed. Watch The Corporation and see where they discuss how a mainstream media outlet was demanding their (honest) reporters lie and distort news.

"Our job is to give people not what they want, but what we decide they ought to have." 
Richard Salent, former president, CBS News

"We live in a dirty and dangerous world. There are some things the general public does not need to know and shouldn't. I believe democracy flourishes when the government can take legitimate steps to keep its secrets, and when the press can decide whether to print what it knows." -
Katherine Graham, Washington Post publisher and CFR member.

"There is no such thing as an independent press in America, unless it is in the country towns. You know it and I know it. There is not one of you who dares to write your honest opinions, and if you did, you know beforehand that it would never appear in print... I am paid $150.00 a week for keeping my honest opinion out of the paper I am connected with. Others of you are paid similar salaries for doing similar things. If I should permit honest opinions to be printed in one issue of my paper, like Othello, before twenty-four hours, my occupation would be gone... The business of the New York journalist is to destroy truth; to lie outright; to pervert; to vilify, to fawn at the feet of Mammon; to sell his country and his race for his daily bread. We are the tools and vessels for rich men behind the scenes. We are intellectual prostitutes."
John Swinton, editor of the New York Tribune.



Some people tell me I need to stay on one topic, but only through examining how so many different things are all part of the same international conspiracy, can we truly start to understand and believe in the reality of this situation.

I do none of this to toot my own horn as if i know something you don't know--- i do it as my intuition HAS DEMANDED that I staunchly do my best to help guide my fellow being of love to true wisdom, as i do the same for myself. Not because I have a right to tell you what to eat or how to live, but because it all boils down to the murder of humanity and the elimination of positive love and creation, and i have been exposed at a time before another--- it is up to me to help them start to understand.

I will admit that the pain of trying to help people come around, especially those I care about the most, is the most unbearable pain I have ever felt. Worse than the three gunshots that ripped through my body at age 24, and worse than loosing all past girlfriends and family, combined. My family hates my persistence with guarding our freedoms and sovereignty and wont grace my company, my main three friends have moved out of town, and I am recently, and in my opinion, unfairly single. Of course, suicide is a faint thought that invades my mind, as it is for many people in this demoralized world. No one ever wants to cop out on something, especially life itself, but the thoughts of a realease from the grips of this system of life elimination, especially from where i stand and what i have seen- is a calming thought. And thoughts of death are not daydreamed to get away from some sort of fear of the Babylon system (and you can test me on that all you want, Babylon [CIA]), but to get away from the animosity that is caused between believers and skeptics- that pain hurts way more. It's a very deep love/hate emotion. I love skeptics as I am infinitely one with them, and i hate them for their stubborn rejection of our truest reality- of which causes the New World Order to become more and more possible. Maybe I don't hate THEM, just the situation they are captive under. It's hard to be rejected and made out as unreliable, when you are the shining example of what every human should be- a protector of their fellow being. That is what I am, I don't brag unless I am validated to do so, and I've spent the last two years intensely educating myself and others about these situations (all while over 90 percent of my facebook friends ignore me out of blissful ignorance) so i have every right to procalim the reality that i have created out of hard work and deication. Some people choose to spend their time honing other skills, this is my desire, because without safety and freedom, YOU HAVE NOTHING!!!!

I know that I have been chosen to speak truth to the masses, and some may not understand just how much pain they cause when they ridicule and reject the realities that I speak about (unless I am hypothesizing), but I do it and I love it. I would never give it up.


I guess that's enough thoughts for now, if you read this far, thank you! I completely encourage discussion on my thoughts.


Be Free~